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One word: DEPRESSION! Im so totally confused. I cant get my mind functioning. I mean,not really. I cant concentrate on my studies. All these things thats happening in my life is driving me NUTS. I mean,seriously. Im sure im gonna srew my SCIENCE paper. Think i can get promoted next year? Nah-ah! I dont think so. I just cant seem to enjoy myself nowadaes. Seriously,i usually get excited by little things. Yeah i know,WEIRD. But i just wanna calm myself down by laughing and having fun. I managed to do it. I mean,JUST ABOUT managed to do it. But i cant. Nobody and i mean NOBODY can help me. I cant stand some people. I mean,really! They dont have their own personality and their own way of talking. Yeah it may sound cool and all. I try my best not to follow people but some people just cant. Boiling mad. Im not saying that i have my own personality. I know that im not PERFECT. Nobodys perfect but pls dont purposely follow people
GOOD GRACIOUS! Sometimes following people just because they're cool is so totally UN-COOL! Get it? Ok im done with all these personality thingy. I dunno why but seriously i tend to get worked up everytime. I tend to get very happy at one moment. Then im mad at another moment. And then i get all sad and emotional at the OTHER moment. Am i facing mental disorder or something? Haha ... I doubt so. People adviced me to see a counselor. But to me its just a waste of time. Some crapy people trying to "solve" my problem? No way. Yeah ryte as if they KNOW what life im leading. To me counselor are just busy-bodies. Wanna say all those sweet words just to know our problem. Some counselor are just so lame. Lecture so much but cant find the solution to the problem. I mean,even if they do its not that the problem can be gone FOREVER! I know i know i may sound arrogant and sarcastic. But i cant help it lah. Its just the way people treat me,NASTY. They treat me NASTY,im gonna be nasty. Hell yeah! Next year gonna have new batch of sec 1's. Will see how life will be next year. When the sec 3 turned sec 4. When the sec 2 turned sec 3. And the sec 1's are new. Will it still be the same. Or more boring? Or more suckier. Or just ANOTHER LAME YEAR IN QTSS. Without the the sec 4 next yr,its gonna be boring. Seriously. No more "happening" days. But nahh,its just the way of school life. Old batch out,new batch in. Life is like that huh? Forget the old when new ones come. GOD NO! Im beginning to think this post is lame,but who cares. CONTINUE.......................... Friendship getting suckier. Life getting boring. Love life? NO HOPE. Studies? Dropping down. Overall: Im gonna be dead sooner or later. Die bcoz of: BORING life and SUCKY life obstacles. Oh for goodness sake when will it end. Do you think i like crying? Do you think i like to be emotional? Do you think im just a bitch dat just wants attention? I dont want all this. I want a happy life. Let it be simple,i just wanna be happy. Is that too much to ask for? Lets talk about suicide. People commit suicide bcoz of RELATIONSHIPS. - Its stupid to waste your life bcoz of some idiotic guy. Yeah maybe the guy will drop a few tears. But a few weeks later he will be out with other girls. He is enjoying life while you're dead. Trust me,dont commit suicide,its NOT WORTH IT. Im saying this bcoz there's many teenagers out there attempting to commit suicide just bcoz of their messed up relationship. Its not worth it i tell you. p/s: you dont know what its like to be ME. |
